Here

Yes I am have arrived and it feels good here. You know I am here, I have accomplished it, I have done it. The race aint over but I have won. I have found out with all my travel and just the things that have been happening, that happiness is a person and no matter how cool this thing gets from the outside if the person on the inside don't know Mr. Happy then it is miserable. Because coffee may taste a bit different all over the world but for the most it is still coffee. The sun still shines no matter where you are and pain still hurts like laughter echoes. There is a guy here with a beard and for the most part people all over the world grow them. Because I travel that does not mean that I am doing what makes me happy or living a dream.  So happy is happy. Traveling don't make me something, at my core is who I am and that makes me happy and I just happen to travel. With all that said, I have a story to tell that has been running through my heart like a track star running the 100meter dash. I was just in Redding Ca, and I went to a Starbucks to meet some people for the new album that I have coming out later this summer. I saw a friend that was there and I began to talk to her about whats new, mostly small talk. And then the subject about her boyfriend came up. She began to explain their story and it was pretty normal of a meeting and story. They both meet in the music scene and had others that they are dating so they really didn't talk but stayed in touch. She had a crush and he did to but they went their own way for a while. After a couple of years they reconnected. He came into town and came to see her and he said something that rocked me. He said "Hey I am done doing this life without you" wow even now just writing its like a bell in my mind waking me up to the moments in my life that I have said that. I remember when I said that to happiness. I am done living this life without you, from here and now others can join but it will always be you and me.