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Saturday, March 31, 2012

What I learn when I look

What I learn when I am looking is that this thing is not as hard as we make it. I am learning people aren't as scary as they seem or I make them. They are little kids no matter how old or big they are. And even if they act like they don't want you to love them, they are starving for it. I see that no matter how pretty someone is they are self aware. And it does not take much to look someone in the eye and say "I love you and you are beautiful and you can't change the way I see you." I know my job isn't to work it is to rest no matter how much work I am doing at the time. I may get sleepy but I am never tired. I learn that if you look in someones eyes long enough they will tell you their story, if they want to or not. The eyes are a narrator that speaks from the heart to the soul. I understand that understanding is all that is needed to keep people from thinking they have to prove something to someone that has already proofread the document and edited it. He needs no second edition. I work on knowing nothing and making no assumptions about things that I hear second hand. I go to the source and listen. What I learn when I am looking is that I am in love with everything and it is the pain of the world that tries to convince me that I am looking for something that I already have. I learned I am as much as I believe I am and can only be stopped by the limitation I believe can limit me. I am infinite from an eternal place bridging the gab between an understanding and a reality that is off. I have learned this thing is easy and it is only as serious as you make it and the way you think will determine your day.

1 comment:

  1. Yes yes yes yes yes yes YES!!!!

    I looked an old man in the eyes today who was yelling at me, accusing me of speeding through our neighborhood (I wasn't). I just answered him calmly and in love, and looked for who he was, and he warmed right up, apologized, and wished me a great day.

    So glad you are taking your happiness all over the world and spreading it!

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