Today I spend the whole day in the bed cuddling with my mac and bottle of Evian. And I had the best time ever! I thought a bunch today and it was the first time in a while to catch my breath. I have been on the road for some time now and it has been out of this world, really it has been out of this world. I have learned and grown and I did not know it was possible to grow so fast in such a short amount of time. I have rack up frequent flyer miles like a pin ball machine hitting the high score. I have seen the places that my heart has been even before my eyes have had the pleasure to take them in. I have made and lost friends, walked in circle with people that are changing the world and I look back and I am full. Even though I am filled like a cup waiting for wine, I am ready for more and I am thankful that dreams are coming true as fast as I can dream them. I know there is so much more to discover and so many miles to get. The best part is that I have a relationship that is growing everyday, my relationship with me. I know when I run after the one that made me I get to know Him, but the secret is that by doing that I get to know me. Because as I uncover the secrets of the ages the biggest secret is this, I am like Him in every way. I am His image strong and majestic, fun and true, the dream and His dream come true. I unravel a timeless masterpiece and that masterpiece looks like me. He came so I can find Him and myself as well so I will keep discovering because there is so much more of us to know!

Power

Sometimes you can come face to face with the truth and truth is that we are powerful. Sometimes it is hard to say that in the personal form, I am POWERFUL. Why is it that we would ever shy away from the truth about how we are made and our true operation on this planet. I think it is because there is this voice that lies to us and says "if you are not powerful then you will be sorry for saying that you are". That voice is not God, because how could He put a voice inside us that is contrary to our original design. The design that carries the DNA and likeness of the one who has the power to create. I am not a self made man, that is not the point, but I am a co-disovery. Let me explain, I did not make me, but I get to discover me with the one who made me. We go out into this world and figure out how this perfect body glides through the air and laughs without any struggle. True power is the ability to destroy without the need to and the drive to co-create. I have seen my destiny and it is such a train ride and the best part about riding this train is that I never have to get off and the creator of the train rides it with me showing me the ins and outs.

I am sure that seeing things the way I do now makes life a playground for a man child of bones and meat. This thing we call life has changed from a battle to a playground full of dreams and stars, a night picture set in the day time. I have the ability to be an eagle soaring and show other that their wings work just like they were made to work. Tonight I saw a group of people that learned things that I can't or don't have time to teach. They learned that they are powerful and all the things that are at hand are in fact tangible and as close as a heart is to the blood that runs through it. I have focused my life to make every situation to turn a boring place into a playscape for the creative. Now here is the question how big is this place we call earth and is it big enough and fun enough for the kind of play I am thinking of, or should I take a trip to space to find a dream big enough to hold all my jungle gyms? I finally have ears to hear and hear the cry of this planet to be jumped on and laughed with. Notice the joy that is next to you and make that joy you. Not only do I get what I want but I become what I search for. 

Song About New York and ME

I got this stuff under my hair that causes me to enjoy the 100 conversations on the subway. As I fade in and out of reality listening to just segments of convos about the day of communities. I am a sucker for transit, I mean it just soothes meet, like a blanket to a child. The thing about a blanket is that it does not matter if you are cold, a blanket is not about the weather. Buses, trains, plane, cabs, drivers, handlers, airports, grand central, penn, tunnel, tubes, helicopter, shuttles, cars, trucks, and even tractors. Are a fuel to me that mixes with my calm and graces me for the next place that calls me. I am a traveler and I don't see the end of my journey, not in the slight. I am like the bag that I saw in the air blowing in the wind but stationary underneath the currents of the up and down. I got my hat that covers the place that races with inventions that need patients to keep them safe. I am in love with a city that covers the world like my blanket covers me. I thought I would just like one place at a time but the segments in this blanket are warm spots that carry the story of freedom for a nation and joy for kings. I need my time tabled for the show that is coming the things that changes because of the season. I am stuck in the eyes of a savior that I see even when the person I look at is lost, because He is in there somewhere waiting to be noticed and talked to. I am the guy who is walking around the streets of Manhattan talking to himself or to an unseen God that can not be mistaken because He does not hide himself that well. He is not a ghost or unpresent, he is a fire that is out of control and all that like to be warm are drawn to the light at the tunnel. This life is a funnel of circumstance that lead me to His mouth so I don't have to strain to hear his words. I am a writer because I have words stuck in my head like gum to a boot. Lost in the tread! I am a model, I am a seer, I am a record played on and on to sunday. I am here. I will always live here weather I am here or not. If you find a home live there because home is a person not just an area or a door knocker. I feel like I am normal here even though there is not that many normal people. And I come to find out that if you are normal you scare me. I am groomed to be uncommon and normal to the supernatural. I am not sure what the word means but I think it is when God adds Him to the you. Well if we think about it, He IS, my natural and without Him it is unnatural and that is to common. I have found a gang that likes to not fight and soak in the night. Here I stand and lay, but here I will stay. Hello New York I know you miss me when I am not here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smiles all around!