My Heart

I have spent the last couple of weeks over seas with no steady Guitar. And it has been tough, it is like missing someone you love so much. I didnt know how much guitar I play and how much guitar that I funnel my emotions through. WOW I have been a bit lost. In this time God has been teaching me to go straight to him and worship him without my third wheel. Although I have felt somewhat naked without her, it is so free to know that I dont need my guitar to love the Lord. Now after spending a couple of weeks without my security blanket, I got to play TODAY. HAHAHAHA It is so wonderful!!!! Full and amazing. But because I had to put her down and just pressed in with just me, now that I played the guitar it is so much more full. Now I am not playing my guitar I am playing my heart!!!!!!

Just got to Albania and kinda miss England

We just got to Albania and the Glory is in the air. You know when you go somewhere were you have never been but you can already tell the Spirit has been waiting on you. It was really hard to leave England it is amazing how fast a place can become home and the people become family. The biggest thing that I took away from the UK is how much in love I am with relationships, no matter what healthy relationships last. The best way to describe relationship is grace no matter what someone does they cant away from the longing of the Father for them. We must also run after relationship the same way, no matter what we do to try to disqualify ourselves from love we are worthy. So many people in my life allow me to be me and still love me. hahahahahahaha You know sometimes you just got to love people and thats it. Life is so much easier when you love!!

Relationships and a spot of tea

I find out that home is a place where the people you love are. The more I find people to love the more I find home is everywhere. One thing that keeps being true about my trip is that life and this trip is about relationship. Anything that does not move me into deeper relationship with people or the Lord is not worth doing. This life is about two relationship: A Bride and the Groom and A Father to his Son. All human relationship are a mirror of those two relationships. All I can hear is the Lord whispering find relationships and live them out. I have been looking at everyone I meet and knowing that I will know them forever and we have time to love eachother for all eternity. I am done with titles and status and hierarchy the only thing left is family.

Over the last week I have been in many cities and met many people from, train, to plane, to cab, to bus, to car, from sea to sea, and the one thing that stands is that this place is home because the people have hearts of GOLD. It is amazing that you can be in love with people and a place that you have not been or even met. The miracle here is that no matter where I am there is so much love to get and give.

I pray that everyone finds a relationship and makes it work in good and bad!!!!

And one other thing that I like almost as much as people is having a spot of tea with people. I like tea and really like having a spot of it. hahahahahahahahahaha

Stay simple and honest

A couple of days before I go to Europe

I am getting ready, cleaning clothes, find all the last minute supplies, and stuffing it in a bag. I have been praying Lord allow me to see and know your heart for Europe. And I know He loves the people of every town and every country over there but I want to know whats He wanting right now!

I am checking all my lists, making sure everything is done, and ready for my months long journey. One of the things on my list for today was defensive driving, 6 hours of traffic laws and ways to be safe on the road. While sitting in my seat around hour 4 I was asking "Jesus what can I take from this class with me on my trip" and just as I asked that question they started talking about mind sets on video for the class. The guy on the small screen labtop said "people make decision out of the mind set that they know". Wow what a great way to think about life and behavior, mind sets are the window people see through. No matter the mind set the Gospel is the truth that changes minds and softens. The true Love of Jesus is the only real way to see life. Gods heart for Europe is that they will see the world through His eyes breaking any minds sets that keep them from knowing His love in full! Let Europe and I see the world through your eyes. :)